[Hyunsu had never really thought of it that way before. He's not sure how accurate it is, based on how monsterization works and on the early hallucinations his own monster tried to tempt him with. But he's not Eunhyuk who might be inclined to pick apart any perceived logical fallacies.
All he knows is that no one else ever seemed to have this much faith in him. He doesn't want to talk her out of it. It would be like throwing away a gift.]
( "saved" feels like it's doing a lot of work in that sentence — eunyu didn't really do anything but give him the time of day, which was less because she knew what a good person he was, or how important to her he'd become, and more because he was very, very handsome. and because the impulse to jump off a rooftop is maybe something she can understand, a little. )
you give me way too much credit
i wish you would stand up for yourself even here but even if you can't, i will
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All he knows is that no one else ever seemed to have this much faith in him. He doesn't want to talk her out of it. It would be like throwing away a gift.]
thank you, eunyu.
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you don't owe me any thanks
thank YOU, hyunsu
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you saved me before monsters even became a problem.
[She's the reason he didn't jump off the roof right after moving in.]
and you're the only person to ever tell me to stand up for myself.
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you give me way too much credit
i wish you would stand up for yourself
even here
but even if you can't, i will
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i got distracted yelling at you
are you secretly really good at bowling?
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i don't think so.
are you?
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i will eat a lot of nachos though
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or maybe an american style hamburger.
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don't get more excited about eating than going on a date with me
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i wouldn't.
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( dork )
when should we?
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[...is that too eager? Oh well, at least there's no question that he's excited about it.]
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( what the Fuck does someone wear on a bowling date )
meet up there? or at the room
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The room is more convenient, right?
[they both live there! And then they can walk together.]
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( less time to freak out over what to wear.......excellent...... )
okay
i'm kind of nervous?
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[that's fair, actually, he sort of is too, though he doesn't know why because it's eunyu, and there's no one he trusts more than eunyu.]
would you feel better if we met there?
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i'm just nervous about the date. it's dumb
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i am too.
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( the medicine to being nervous — hyunsu is also nervous. cute. )
you don't have to be. it's just me.
i'll have a good time no matter what
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[eunyu...is also cute.]
i think some of it is excitement, though.
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more than the nerves
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