( she's not wholly unused to this. hyunsu is divided in parts too, divisible by where the monster starts and ends. it just feels monumental that it happened to eunhyuk, her brother, who is supposed to be better than everyone simply because eunyu wants it to be so. it hurts, because in all the reunions she's imagined in her head, she never once considered he'd want nothing to do with her — that's what you get, eunyu, when you treat people like nuisances their entire lives. they move on without you. )
you're eunhyuk. you're my brother. i know he's in there and i won't stop looking for him. not ever.
( eunyu can be sad about it, and she is, but mostly — she's angry, impassioned, ready to bulldoze her way through him to get what she wants. she doesn't care what it takes. an arm or a leg or something still tender and untainted inside her — she doesn't care. all she's wanted since she realized eunhyuk wasn't following after her, is him to come back to her, to apologize for how terrible she's always been to him, to say thank you, thank you for everything. she has no intention of stopping her mission now. )
i'm not safe or alive until eunhyuk is back. he hasn't achieved shit. as far as i'm concerned, you're not off the hook.
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you're eunhyuk. you're my brother.
i know he's in there and i won't stop looking for him. not ever.
( eunyu can be sad about it, and she is, but mostly — she's angry, impassioned, ready to bulldoze her way through him to get what she wants. she doesn't care what it takes. an arm or a leg or something still tender and untainted inside her — she doesn't care. all she's wanted since she realized eunhyuk wasn't following after her, is him to come back to her, to apologize for how terrible she's always been to him, to say thank you, thank you for everything. she has no intention of stopping her mission now. )
i'm not safe or alive until eunhyuk is back. he hasn't achieved shit.
as far as i'm concerned, you're not off the hook.